| MATS. |
[Feb. 6th, 2010|03:28 pm] |
Bored?
Read this yoo, http://www.typicalmatsays.blogspot.com/ |
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| When I dream the end of the world, it happens this way. |
[Jan. 30th, 2010|11:10 am] |
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Everyone was still alive but the world was over. Everyone was afraid of everyone else. We stayed in our homes and only talked to people we already knew. Shaking in the dark with fear of who was out there, on the other side of our triplelocked doors. No one had gone to work to make the electricity so the world was dark and quiet. I was terrified to do it but the silence was too much for me, I was too much for me, so I went outside and grabbed a stranger's arm. "What is going on", I said. "How did we do this, and how can we undo this?". He tore away from me with a scream and ran down the street, panicked footsteps and panicked breath the only noise any of us were making.
2012 is fake? |
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| It's always been, "it might have been". |
[Jan. 24th, 2010|05:38 pm] |
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You know you've read a good book when you turn the last page and feel a little as if you lost a bestfriend. |
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| Apabical |
[Jan. 9th, 2010|04:14 pm] |
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There are, it has been said, two types of people in the world. There are those who, when presented with a glass that is exactly half full, say; "this glass is half full". And then there are those who say; "this glass is half empty". The world belongs, however, to those who can look at the glass and say; "What's up with this glass? Excuse me? Excuse me? This is my glass? I don't think so. My glass was full! And it was a bigger glass! Who's been pinching my beer?" And at the other end of the bar the world is full of the other type of person, who has a broken glass, or a glass that has been carelessly knocked over (usually by one of the people calling for a larger glass or too greedy for another glass) or who had no glass at all, because he was at the back of the crowd and had failed to catch the waiter's eye. That person must be at his lowest point then.
Whathell am I bloggin' bout? Haha.
I really need sleeping pills doc. |
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| What species category matreps are in? |
[Jan. 9th, 2010|01:26 pm] |
Them, with what qualities? I thought, it's the lack of it that makes them one? Hmm haha. Who am I to judge anyway ey. But I think its the hot headedness of youth in trying to create and have their own individual identity everyone of them had a one time or another, tried to have create and entity within society. They try and want to be different from the normals, the message being, 'I'm unique, I'm creative and I'm different'. Haha. Which to society means, you're young, you've got a long way to go and you will learn what life is. And most damaging thing is, you're darn stupid. HAHA.
Well, such is the world we live in. Hah. |
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| RIP The Rev. |
[Jan. 1st, 2010|11:24 am] |
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The Rev cause of death. The Rev’s sudden death is shocking millions of his fans. A twenty eight year old man, this is going to raise many questions.
loved, lost but never forgotten. It won't and can't ever be the same, such great talent has been taken, a star, a son, a brother to A7X and to many a bestfriend. I'm still in shock, it's a fuckin' bad dream, such sadness.
It's sad to know. I just can't believed what I have just heard. It's such a shock for me. James a.k.a The Rev was such a one hell of a good drummer. One of the best in the world indeed. He was the backbone behind A7X. A big part of a big band died. We will all miss you and send best wishes to the whole sullivan family. This tore my heart really badly. This is truly a sad moment for all fans of Avenged Sevenfold. The Rev cannot be replaced and never forgotten.
Avenged Sevenfold drummer Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan was found dead in his Huntington Beach home on Monday. He uses to live there with his wife Leana MacFadden.
Sullivan was found dead at his home in Huntington Beach on Monday, December 28, 2009, at 11:00 a.m.
 Location; Marina Singapore. 25 Oct 2008.
I shall release my UNHOLY CONFESSIONS towards Jimmy Sullivan who just joined the AFTERLIFE after M.I.A for in BAT COUNTRY. That's the end of CHAPTER 4 and TO END THE RAPTURE, I shall SEIZE THE DAY and SCREAM. After all I'm THRASHED & SCATTERED & LOST. It seems ALMOST EASY. With WARMNESS ON THE SOUL, I shall DESECRATE THROUGH REVERENCE. I'm happy for you and I'm goina let you finish, but ALL THINGS WILL END. With a BROMPTON COCKTAIL in hand and a LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN, we will WALK the STREETS and give the BEAST & HARLOT a SECOND HEARTBEAT. We are all BLINDED IN CHAINS and felt BETRAYED by the STRENGTH OF THE WORLD. He's definitely getting his ETERNAL REST now and here we are SHATTERED BY BROKEN DREAMS. So TURN THE OTHER WAY through THICK & THIN. I shall call it WAKING THE FALLEN.
May god bless you. |
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| Misses. |
[Dec. 26th, 2009|04:30 am] |
Write me a letter, a long one. I need it.
I miss my girlfriend more than anything in this world yes I do. It gives a great pleasure to be with the one you love. All of us cherish the company of the person we love. However, when someone dear goes away from us, we feel loneliness, as if, something very dear is missing so badly. Being apart from her isn't easy for most of the days in a week. It's totally not like how much we used to meet before.
By that, I'm loving her more and more and even more now. Now I realise, by loving you for the person you are and accepting you for your weaknesses and imperfections as well as your strong points, regularly telling you how much you mean to me, showing you respect, kindness, doing things that make you feel worthy and loved. And just being the very best partner that I can be, in the purest forms of love, I should never need to prove anything bout how much I love you cause I know you know that, it will be felt between me and you.
Dear Jane,
I miss you. I wanna be with you and hold you tight. I wanna gently touch your face and cup your cheek in my hands as I look into your beautiful eyes. I wanna snuggle and cuddle with you, to just be close to you. I wanna lie next to you as we talk off our feelings for one another. I wanna romance you. I want you to know how beautiful you are. I want you to know how much I cherish and adore you. I wanna give my heart to you and keep it to yourself. I want your heart, I want it all. I love you so much Bunny. |
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| Lost. |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|12:18 am] |
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I've learn something new in life.
I'm going in NS in a month. 8th Dec. Great news huh.
I'll be away. Bye. |
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| A year in our life with dhil and jane. |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|12:01 am] |
 1st Nov 08.
22.45pm
The day that I can really call you my Beautiful Someone. That day, that night, that moment. Yknow this how life is short, let's say you wake up one day, and I’m not there? All your dreams and, everything you wished for and wanted, are gone just like that? Things change and situations change and, what I want is just, that moment that day. My feelings for you, the way we looked at each other, the way we touch. I just want them to last. You’re just so perfect in a way of treating me. I never thought that we could come any close. You’re just a friend, before. Now, you’re everything and that's what I’ve ever wanted. It's been a year, a rough tough journey. Never would I want you to leave me now. Just when I think it's impossible to just love you, you prove me wrong darling, very wrong. When we first met and really hangs, that journey home with you, we first kissed & hugged. I felt love from that moment on. Absolutely.
You'll always be in me. Whatever I said was never bout me hating what you're doing, it's all about making you realise and not to do the same mistakes all over again. I admit, I got alot of mistakes and you know it. I say something to you sometimes is just to express what I felt and how I know what hurts me alot. We learn every single things of what we've done wrong in life, relationships. I'm a slow person and you have to know that. So that explains me pretty well. For now and forever I need you the most to realise my mistakes. No one will ever know me deep inside except for you. Not even my family. I need you badly. I've been thinking what would it be like my life if I wouldn't had found you before. You're the masterpiece that god created and gave to me. Now I have to learn to appreciate that. I learn one thing today, and I've been thinking alot about it. As a guy to make his beautiful princess a happy one, I need to give you, love, care and concern and most importantly, respect.
Dear Jane,
this is a story of the first and the last time I really ever fell in love to the, beautiful, complicated, facinating girl who makes my soul a happy one. I'm pretty sure that one day maybe after or before our marriage, we're goina leave each other for godsake as in death. So, I better say this while I have a chance. Whether we're together or apart, you will always be the woman of my life. The only man I will ever envy, is the man who wins your heart like how I did for that I will always believe it was my destiny to be that man. If we never see each other again by then, you're out walking one day and, you feel a certain presence beside you; that would be me, loving you whereever I am.
I wish us a story with a happy ending.
If we're meant to be, we're meant to be.
Happy 1st Anniversary Baby.
We turned a year old! //01Nov09**
I love you. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|09:52 pm] |
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I'm too scared to even view anything on the net nowadays. Like, it'll be hurtful? Guess that's it. |
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